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Bus Travel

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Hello all,

Lets talk accessible travel 

In the past I have written about floating bus stops and how they are not accessible to Disable people. If you want to read why then please follow this link. 

I wanted to write about the changes to bus travel in Bradford and how that is impacting me as a Visually Impaired Person. 

The bus station closed in January due to a collapse in an underground car park. The bus stops have since been relocated…well I don’t know where exactly as they are all dotted around the city centre. Some stops are outside the Broadway shopping centre, some are outside the town hall. I have no idea where my bus goes from or stops at. 

In this past week BBC has posted about this issue and the impact it is having on Disabled people.

The issue from my perspective as a Visually Impaired Neurodivergent person is that I cannot see where the bus stops are. If someone shows me this does not always eliminate the issue because what if the bus does not stop in the same place every time if it is busy? 

The other issue I will have is with it being busy when I set off work at rush hour what will happen if I can’t see where to join the queue to the bus? 

The other issue which I am concerned about is all the road works in Bradford at the moment. I am unsure of where I can cross the road safely. The main road in and out of town is due to close. Creating a pedestrianised area. With this road being closed I am unsure where I will get my taxi from outside the train station? I have asked the taxi drivers but they have not been informed of when the work will start on the new taxi terminus. 

There are a few issues which I have brought up here; 

The bus station is closed and has been relocated to multiple points across the city centre. 

I have no idea where my bus now runs from. 

There are road works across the city centre meaning I am not always sure where it is safe to cross. 

I have no idea when the taxi rank will move or what that relocation will look like. 

The council have not considered this impact on Disabled people. Whether we are just going into town or if we are using public transport to get to work. Our daily lives have been made even more inaccessible. This is before you even start on other issues which make travel inaccessible to us, like the floating bus stops. 

People need to consider the impact these unexpected changes have. If non Disabled people are finding it difficult to travel at the moment how are Disabled people meant to be coping? 

I will keep you updated with this ongoing issue. 

Autism Acceptance

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Hello all, 

It’s April, I hope you are still aware of Autistic People… we could be anywhere….even in your house! 

Right, now you’re aware, lets talk about acceptance. Acceptance is what Autistic people want. We want Acceptance because otherwise how are we to feel included? 

One of the ways in which you can accept Autistic people is by understanding we all have different sensory needs. Autistic people can struggle with sensory overload. Sensory Overload for me can come at anytime. It is not pleasant. It can be all consuming. 

It is too bright in here, can someone just turn the big light off and we only have a lamp on? Why is the music so loud…it is unnecessary. I can’t hear what you’re saying…Did someone just brush past me? Why is my sock hurting? I’m overwhelmed by all this…no push through you’re doing great…. You’re doing what the Neurotypicals want! Go you! 

Keep going… why are there so many people here… Now my jumper feels fuzzy… Who’s playing their music too loud on their headphones? What did you say you wanted? I’m tired…slam! 

Sensory Overload feels like you are constantly having every single one of your senses engaged all at the same time and everything you are feeling is at its most maximum level. Then you feel like you have hit a brick wall. That is what it can feel like.  

When you are helping someone who is dealing with sensory overload accept what they are telling you. Help them to find a calm and relaxing space. If they need to stim to regulate themselves, let them (I’ll write something about this for next time). 

Accepting what an Autistic person is telling you is very important. It is part of you recognising their lived experiences. Autistic people’s experiences are valid, even if they are different to a Neurotypical persons experience.

Thank you for reading, 

Philippa. 

Happy Autism Acceptance Month. 

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Autism Acceptance month is here- although we should be accepting of Autism all year round. 

There will be a lot of things going out this month from various places that you will come across showing support for Autistic people. 

Be mindful of what you are consuming, either for yourself or for your business. Who has written the piece you are writing? Is this person Autistic? 

You cannot advocate for Autistic people unless you are willing to listen to Autistic people. This includes every Autistic person at every stage of life. 

I do not normally write about Autism on here, being Neurodivergent, yes, I write about that. But it can be difficult to write about being Autistic. I think this is because I went so long without realising I am Autistic. It is quite a journey you go on when you find out you’re Autistic. You have to learn to understand this part of yourself which has always been there. But now…you know it is there. 

Like you’ve found a whole new room in your house and you’re thinking ‘wow look at this space! What can I do with it? What is even in here?…’ 

It is a lot to unpack, literally unpack… How do I now navigate the world through this new lens?

Everyone is different, just like Autism itself, we are truly unique. No one Autistic persons profile is the same as another persons.

This is why at the beginning of this page I said to make sure what you are reading has been created with an Autistic persons input. Because, verbal or non verbal we all have something to share and say. 

During Autism Acceptance month remember that every one of us is different and unique in our abilities. We do not all view Autism as a super power. Some of us absolutely hate this phrase. Some of us love it and see their Autism as a gift. 

Be mindful of every Autistic persons perspective on Autism and if it doesn’t fit your narrative, that is OK. 

I’ll try write some more later this month. But for now that is all. 

Thank you, 

Philippa B. 

U.K. Government still silent

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Hello all.

About a week on from the UK being questioned by the UN on its approach to Human Rights for Disabled People and I have not seen or heard anything from this government.

As a Disabled person it does not shock me at all how I am feeling about this. I feel let down, angry and very sad.

I listened to about 20 minutes of the conversation as I was busy with something else before hand.

All I have heard this week is the continuous barrage of hatred towards Disabled People from this government. A new policy they wish to implement is having data from the NHS shared with DWP so that Disabled people can be ‘helped’ back into work.

From my point of view this will be exactly the same situation the government has had with Personal Independence Payments. By this I mean NHS resources will be wasted on getting Disabled people into work who absolutely cannot work. Doctors do not just sign people off sick for fun.

You’re probably wondering ‘why can’t they work?’ There might be a few reasons;

They might be chronically ill

Places of work might not have access to resources such as accessible technology to allow them to work (screen readers), wheelchair access, they might not be able to go into the office as frequently as the employer might like.

They might not be able to work a full time job or have the ability to do at home working if their accommodation is not suitable due to things such as not having an office space.

There are many reasons. The way I am looking at this issue is this- make society more accessible and then everyone can thrive.

Why is it that Disabled people are being made to feel as though we are the problem? When all we want is equal access to society like everyone else.

This government and the party it represents, has continuously blamed Disabled people.

Look at how councils are now blaming the rise in SEN spending and social care for their lack of money. However when these same councils have gone to the government and said we need more funding the government have told these councils no. No. Sorry, you’ll have to find some way of making ends meet.

Which is why you have Disabled people wanting to access care in their own homes to live independently, but who are loosing access to their care agencies because the agency wasn’t awarded any funding.

It is exhausting being disabled. I look forward to seeing the report from the UN. However I very much doubt the government will truly act on it.

Thank you for reading,

Philippa B.

United Kingdom and United Nations

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Hello all, 

Today is a momentous day for the Disabled Community in the United Kingdom. Our Government is having to answer to the United Nations on its treatment of Disabled People. 

Here are a few of the statistics from the Shadow Report to the UN:

  • ‘Three-quarters of Disabled workers are paid less than £15 an hour
  • 2,030 autistic people and people with learning difficulties incarcerate as inpatients
  • 1,500 crimes against patients over just 6 months caught on CCTV at Muckamore Abbey
  • 2000 deaths of patients in Essex mental health hospitals’

These are only a few of the points. Please follow this link to read more. Go to the bottom of the page and see the attachment Statistics from the UK DDPO’s Shadow Report to the UN. 

As a Disabled person I am very angry and very upset by the statistics in this report. The fact that our government does not seem to care about us is appalling. 

There are so many Disabled people in our society who are crying out for change and they are not being heard. The government keeps imposing sanctions on our community, they keep saying some Disabled People are fit to work when Doctors say otherwise. The government keeps reassessing Disabled people for benefits such as PIP and ignoring what their Doctors are saying about their health conditions. 

Disabled People are being driven to brink with some even taking their own lives because they are not getting the help they are entitled to. The media can portray us as lazy and liars. There are councils in the UK which are going broke and the services which are under threat are social care. These benefits assist Disabled People and their families in accessing the support they need to live their best lives. 

The way I see the portal of us in some of the Media is: Disabled people are taking up too much funding. We need to find a way to save money, lets cut back on services for Disabled people.

On the second page of the report you will see quotes talking about how the lack of council funding is having a detrimental impact on Disabled people. 

We have a right to live our best lives just like any other community, yet we seem to be shunned and blamed for society’s problems. This report has not received much attention the news at all. Which leads to Disabled people feeling like we are not worth thinking about. 

But we are. 

If you wish to know more about this, as it will probably not end up on the Six o’clock news then please follow Disability Rights UK. They are fighting for what Disabled People have a right to- basic human decency. 

Thank you, 

Philippa B. 

Lunch out

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Hello all,

Last week I went out with a friend for a nice catch up over some brunch.

I had a full English breakfast with hash browns which was delicious.

Afterwards we went to Lush. I did not buy anything because I have a lot of bath stuff already.

It is always nice to have something to look forward to and something to remember during your week which could cheer you up.

I’m trying to focus on positive thoughts and the positive things happening around me.

It can feel like there is a lot of negativity in the world and we need to focus on the good things around us. In the hope that more positive things will come.

Going out with friend’s is one of the positives I can focus on. Especially if we are going somewhere which will be nice and quiet. I struggle with sensory overload and always try planning with this in mind.

When I go out I make sure to carry my AirPods as they are noise cancelling and they help to reduce the volume of everything going on around me on the train.

If– the place we went to for brunch was nice and quiet. So sensory overload was not an issue. Except when someone was making a smoothie, but that’s it.

I enjoyed the food, I gave my freind the mushroom because I do not like them. The hash browns were amazing.

If you have not tried If then give them a go. The menu is pretty big and we are going to go back to try the pancakes.

What kind of things do you have to look forward to to cheer you up?

Thanks for reading,

Philippa.

Street Clutter

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Hello all,  

I know it has been a while. I have been thinking about what to write. I have decided to write about street clutter. 

As a visually impaired person street clutter is a major hazard. My white cain does allow me to feel for obstacles in my path which I do not see. However this doesn’t mean I can instantly find my way safely.  This image above is showing an example of barricades which have been set up to stop people using a crossing. One of the barriers was a grey colour, this did not contrast well with the grey paving behind it. This meant that I couldn’t really tell it was there and had to stand and look at it for a few minutes before moving forwards.

Barriers and cones blocking a crossing. One of the barriers is stuck out into the pathway.


The next day I went back as it is on a usual route and the barricade was in a much more suitable position. 

Another example of street clutter which is not safe is when road signs are left on tactile paving. Such as the one below. Tactile paving needs to be left clear because it allows those using a cain to navigate crossings safely by telling us what kind of crossing we are at. 

Street clutter for anyone is tricky and when there are road works I understand it is a lot more difficult to try accommodate everyone. However just street clutter in general should be to a minimum to make sure everyone has the chance to feel safe. 

When there is a lot going on it creates a lot more visual stress. Also as visually impaired people if we come across items in our path it is difficult to navigate safely when we are on our own. This would be if we needed to step out onto the road and a car is coming. 

Street clutter can affect anyone, but it is more dangerous for those of us who are disabled. Imagine if you are a wheelchair user and you have to go out into the road because there is something on the pavement blocking your path. There might not be a dropped curb for you to use. This makes it impossible to get around. 

If street clutter is managed more affectively, such as A boards for advertising, and are tucked in so we can get have enough space then that makes it easier. If there are road works happening then it is important to update a website, such as the council so that people can check before they travel. But this then leads us onto other problems such as websites are not always accessible. But this is a blog for another time. 

All we ask is that business, councils just be more considerate around how they ensure the safety of all path and road users. We want to be able to travel as independently as possible and we can’t if there barriers in our way. 

Thank you for reading, 

Philippa. 

Disney Expo

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A few months ago I wrote about going down to London to see my Brother. Here is what I thought of the Disney Expo we went to. 

An advert for 100 Years of Disney popped up on my instagram and I really wanted to go. I messaged my brother and he got us some tickets. We went on the first weekend it was open. I had never been to the Excel and wasn’t sure what to expect. When we got there there were a lot of people queueing outside. We were glad we go there early as we could tell it was going to be packed. 

When you first go in you watch a video of Walt Disney  Welcoming you to the magic of Disney and there are three screens either side playing various images from content throughout the years. Finally Micky appears and invites you into explore. 

A hand drawn image of the Beast from Beauty and the Beast holding a rose.

The event is set up in a time line. First you are shown how Disney started out with a tiny rabbit. But then you see the introduction of Micky Mouse and friends.

As you wander around you see some really amazing drawings from films like Fantasia. There are also videos playing to match up with the art work meaning you can listen to character creation. There are also some props of characters such as Winnie the Pooh and from live action films like Beauty and the Beast. I particularly enjoyed the sketches from the films in the late 80s and 90s as they were some of my favourite films. 

As you wandered around and walked through the history of Disney you could see how the character style changed over time with the development of technology. But there are still physical items to see such as a huge case full of 3D models of characters such as Jafar and Elsa. 

It was interesting to see how Disney is heavily influenced by folk tales. When you look at something like Frozen and how it is created using influences from Nordic Countries such as Denmark where the Snow Queen first appeared. The Snow Queen being the story which Frozen is loosely based upon. 

As well as the films and the story of Disney you also see the creation of the parks and how the castles differ depending on which Disney Park you are in. The  castle in Tokyo Disney reflects the style of Architecture for that region. 

There is an amazing map of what Disney envisioned Disney World to look like and this is what they used to convince the banks to give them the money to build it. 

I really enjoyed going to the expo and for the price of it, around £30 each it was definitely worth it. I would say it is worth going. We were in there for about 3 hours in total. Which was really great. 

If you are Visually Impaired I would recommend having someone with you to help you read the information as it is all on small piece of card. 

It is absolutely worth the visit.  
Disney Expo tickets

Thank you for reading,
Philippa B.

Lush Treat

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I was out doing some Christmas shopping the other day and decided to go into Lush for a few gifts. But how can you go to Lush and not treat yourself to something? 

After wandering around and smelling a few of the bath bombs I decided I would treat myself to one of the Penguin bath bombs. It looked really cute and I liked the smell of it. 

The penguin contains Bergamot, Orange Flower, Lemon and Mandarin. The smells are really fresh and zesty. The bath bomb itself is shaped like a penguin so you can feel its little arms and its face. The colours are really bright and cheerful. The penguin is purple with a white tummy and a pink bow tie. 

I decided I would split the penguin into two which worked well as I have been able to get two baths out of it. The bath bomb foamed it really well and the water went a lovely purple colour. 

The bath bomb cost £5.50. Which is roughly what you pay for at Lush. 

I would buy it again for a treat. If you want to purchase it you can find it here. 

Thanks for reading,
Philippa B.

International Day of Persons with Disabilities

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Hello all,

First of all I would like to say I am a Disabled person. That is how I describe myself. My disability is a part of me and I chose how to describe myself. 

If you, as a Disabled person chose to say person with a disability that is your choice. 

I tend to have issues with non disabled people telling me I can’t say Disabled. ‘But you are not your Disability’ I know I am not. I never said I was. What I mean is that my disabilities make up who I am and I therefore chose to use Disabled person. 

It is not for a non disabled person to tell me what terminology to use. If you have a problem with the word Disabled I suggest you really think about what it is you have a problem with. 

Anyway, it’s been Disability History Month and International Day of persons with Disabilities. 

We are often left out and marginalised by society, which leaves us excluded. We can be seen to be a burden or something that can be treated as an after thought. This should never be the case. 

We are here. We have rights and we deserve to live life. However, we cannot live life if places do not make themselves inclusive to us. 

Looking down at my feet as I'm stood in the crisp auburn autumn leaves. I have my guide cane at the side of me. I took out all the colour from my shoes and jeans. So they are black and grey. Shot on iPhone.


We need accessibility to be at the start of a conversation not just an add on. We need to feel like we are at the table having the conversation. We need to have all areas of Disability included. You cannot say you are inclusive because you have a ramp and then have doors which are not accessible. You can’t use alt text in your advertising to do a funny little joke. 

Access needs are important and we need to have them in place so that we can fully participate in society and not feel excluded. 

If you are wondering how you can make things more accessible then look up Disability charities like RNIB or Scope. They have a ton of resources which are available. 

I hope you have a great day and thank you for reading my thoughts on Disability. 

Thank you,
Phili